My Own Best Enemy

when you're gone richard marx well look at me, the guy who's got it all tryin' to read my own writing on the wall not happy 'til the sadness comes to keep me company oh, but what becomes of fools who love like me who's gonna dry my tears when i'm cry

Locked up tight but holding the key Clock keeps ticking like it's laughing at me I wonder what spell I'm under Days go by in a pulseless haze Who's that person that's wearing my face Denying what he's hiding I can't go on like this I won't let myself

I've been trying to open the door To the secret of my destiny And every new road I think is the one Seems to lead right back to me I've looked for a way to be wiser A way to be strong Now I see the answer was hiding In me all along And I'm ready to f

There's been no sunlight Since the day you said goodbye Since the moment that my life Turned into a masquerade I can't even pretend to Paste a smile across my face All my dreams have been erased There's nothing left to save me And you You're the only